According to Tumblr, I am not a real metalhead. I don't fit the image of what Tumblr calls a metalhead. I am imaginary.
1) I don't listen to metal 100% of the time. I listen to different kinds of music, including rap and South American music.
2) I don't drink beer, actually I don't drink alcohol at all. I'm not interested in all the booze stories metalheads share. Being proud to be a waste is something I will never understand.
3) I don't want to be a viking. I don't worship Norway, Sweden etc... I won't pretend that I have north European ancestry because it's untrue. Most of my family comes from North Africa, the other part comes from Europe (Germany, The Netherlands). I'm not ashamed of that.
Norse mythology is fascinating, so is southern mythology. And I don't think people have to come from a particular place to be interested in the mythology of this place. It's not like mythology is written in our D.N.A. My family has a strong attachment to Eastern Europe, and, as I live in France, I try to learn about what were these countries before the arrival of Christianity.
4) I don't want to date a metalhead vitally. Guys with long hair are not always hot. Is Santa hotter than Frank Mullen? What I mean is that, when you're young, you think that dating someone who is exactly like you is great. When you're an adult, you understand that there is much more important than that.
5) I don't want to kill myself. I haven't been raised to be a victim.
6) I don't like fictional horror. My life was difficult enough that I do not need additional horror. Horror images make me feel uncomfortable because they remind me of bad memories. I still try to watch them as much as possible, because I don't like being a pussy either.
7) I am not in love with Fenriz.
8) My friends don't listen to metal.
9) Most of the time I wear blue jeans, pretty blouses and pumps. (Even though I'm currently wearing leopard print pants and a Metallica shirt haha.)
10) I don't give a fuck about what so-called metlheads think about me. I won't pretend I'm something I'm not.
